A few years ago I began
wondering what it was like to be an Alzheimer’s patient…knowing that you are
not who you used to be and not being able to do anything about it.
Up until six years ago, I had
an incredible memory. I didn’t need to keep a calendar. I worked 60 hours a
week and remembered every phone call, deadline and appointment. I always
remembered to provide additional information that was requested. One quick read
over the data I needed to do my job, and it was cemented in my brain. No one
ever reminded me about anything.
Next came my son, Colson.
After his birth, I tried to continue at my previous pace and suffered terribly
for it. Among many other problems, my memory was shot. Not just shot, but
almost completely gone. People routinely call it “mommy brain” and I took some
comfort in knowing that I was not alone. I kept waiting for the “mommy brain”
to end and my steel trap mind to return. Surely when Colson and I began to sleep through the night my brain
would return. I waited and waited, and my memory got worse during the first
five years of Colson’s life.
It seemed that I misplaced almost
everything and would waste hours a week looking for stuff. I couldn’t readily
recall the data that I used in my profession. Meeting preparation took much
longer, and I had to actually write down notes about what I was going to say! I
forgot relative’s birthdays. And more.
I experienced the smallest
glimmer of hope upon meeting Ken Morehead, my Dr. of Oriental Medicine www.orientalhealthsolutions.com.
Ken said that my digestion was sluggish and I was not able to absorb vitamin
B12 adequately. B12 is important for memory. He prescribed a sublingual B12
supplement, and in combination with his treatment, I experienced minor memory
improvement. I was still far from recovering my memory and the improvement made
hardly any real impact.
As you read in past posts, I
experienced a profound health failure the five years after Colson was born,
several new health challenges, and I had a big mountain to climb. Two years
ago, I began to gently approach the mountain under the guidance of Ken. A year
ago I started actually climbing that mountain. No more slowly moving through
the base camps of Mt. Everest for me…it was time to kick this journey into high
gear! The amazing thing is that, unlike climbing Mt. Everest, the higher I climbed,
the better my brain worked!
It is amazing how simple the
health journey can be and how long it takes to learn about and understand its
simplicity. Almost a year ago Ken placed my family on the Gut and Psychology
Syndrome Diet (www.gapsdiet.com) to
address Colson’s seasonal allergies. In addition to greatly reducing his
allergies, lifting Ryan’s ADHD brain fog, curing my seasonal allergies, quickly
finishing the reversal of my premenopause, and so much more, my memory began to
return.
I started noticing
significant memory improvement about four months ago. Every now and then I
would remember where I put something. I would get so tickled by those occasional
victories. Then they happened more and more. This memory momentum became
stronger literally on a weekly basis. More frequently I would say to Ryan that
I remembered where I put things and have a little victory celebration each time.
The longest it takes me to find something now is only a minute or two, and most
times it only takes a few seconds of reflection to REMEMBER where I put it! I
even know where Ryan and Colson have put things that they have misplaced.
Another area of victory
involves shopping. Before losing my memory I wouldn’t need to keep a shopping
list. I always knew what I needed and very, very rarely did I have to go to the
store for something I forgot. After my health crash, I would have brief
thoughts of what I would need to purchase. They were so brief there was not time
to write them down. In and out - just quick flashes and the thoughts were gone.
I would then need the product and have to go to the same store again, sometimes
in the same day! I had to make lists when the number of items I needed to
purchase was more than two, and sometimes even when it was only two. So
frustrating. Today, I still need to make shopping lists, but I can make the
list, they are usually complete, and I rarely have to double back on my trips.
Sometimes, when the number of items is short, I can even remember them without
a list.
Yesterday was my first
lengthy, intense, professional meeting in a couple of years. It lasted three
hours and there were lots of mental gymnastics. I was able to stay fully
focused the entire time. Last year that would not have happened.
I now multi-task again. While
Ryan, my corporate trainer extraordinaire husband, reminds me that multi-tasking
does not improve effectiveness, that is not an option when homeschooling a high
energy six year old and consulting from home. Colson’s schedule is more
complicated than mine ever was. One of the new benefits of my recovered memory
is that I am able to handle all the different demands on my time without
trepidation. During my failing brain power years I had a hard time scheduling activities
because I did not have the ability to deal with so many things. The stress of
that limitation was so… stressful!
For those who have not
suffered with a deteriorating memory, my schedule may seem routine, but for me,
it is HUGE that I am able to be fully engaged in life again. I am so glad that
I had the wisdom to do what Ken Morehead told me to do. I owe so much to Ken…more
than I will be able to express. I am profoundly grateful to Ryan and Colson,
who have taken this journey with me and supported me fully along the way. And
thank goodness for Dr. Natasha Campbell-McBride and her Gut and Psychology
Syndrome Diet.
Laura, your story is VERY inspiring. You're lucky to have such a great doctor, but most importantly the will to follow through with all the changes you had to make.
Posted by: Reem El Shafaki | June 26, 2009 at 10:03 PM
I think that this is probably what I need, but I find it incredibly hard to get started. Did you start with just broth and work up to the full diet? Or did you begin on the full GAPS diet? Do you feel full after drinking the broth? I am concerned about not feeling full after these meals (I eat a lot, and carb-load a lot) I never thought finding a health-ful diet and sticking with it would be so hard, but I'm finding it to be incredibly tough. Kudos to you for doing it!
Posted by: Desiree | August 02, 2010 at 07:45 PM