What a Life!

I have a joyous feeling that has been growing over the past several months. I experienced this feeling one other time – when I unexpectedly and joyously found myself single at the age of 28. I met incredible people because of that sheer joy. The most incredible person is my husband, Ryan.

I am a positive person, having survived many trials in my youth. Once I achieved adulthood and had my first chance at truly being my own, independent person, at 28 years, my joy burst forth. I was vibrating at a level that I never could have imagined. The opportunities were endless and it was the best time of my life.

Life is about cycles, and I did not maintain that vibration. My life was still filled with joy, awe and wonder, but it was not nearly as energetic and intense. This was due to the beginning failure of my body when I became a mother, worked full time, took care of my son full time and helped my husband in his business. My joyous vibration pretty much disappeared due to sheer, incomprehensible exhaustion. It was gone for about four years, and then I began to learn and slowly climb back to health.

I reflect on where I was two years ago and where I am now, and I laugh with joy. Now I am writing about my journey, which continually reminds me about how far I have come. That tickles me over and over. I am helping other people start their journeys to improve their health and vibrancy. The joy I experience each time a person learns that they can and are supposed to feel great, and then they begin to take action, is crazy wonderful! I am again having the time of my life.

My joyously high vibration is bringing incredible people into my life. The mentors I need have come forward. I am writing a book, and two very wonderful and kind authors have offered to help me find my way when I get closer to publishing. A new food mentor will help me further along on my healing journey, and two other mentors are helping me understand the mind, body, spirit connection. I am overwhelmed by the generosity of these people.

I had a great discussion with Ryan last night regarding our spirituality. The layoff that we experienced almost two years ago was the start of a profound change for me. While I let it have some serious effects on my health, it made me much stronger. I have no sense of entitlement any longer. Material things are of very minor importance. I am happy having a home, food, clothes and money to pay my bills. I see wondrous things all around me. Now I want a different spiritual path. I looked at a website for a Buddhist temple that my friend attends. As Ryan and I read and reflected on it, we realized we are ready to learn more. We came across this great link for a dance of joy while visiting the website Where the Hell is Matt? 2008. This man’s dance strongly resonates with me, and I hope you view it. I wish you joyous movement forward!